Yeah, the man, I say the man, the
only man
is like a hollow bamboo – no one
is with him,
no one can make him vibrate with
music,
with harmony. Only God has the
capacity
to create a melody, instead He
doesn’t have
an empty bamboo of which He should
make
Himself a flute. Christ is the
flute that God
plays, all that comes from Christ
is the Word
of God. Therefore, christify
yourself
and you shall desire nothing for
yourself,
you are experiencing
transfiguration
like resurrection. And yet Thy
will be done
but I can’t escape because of my
paranoia
because of my weakness for the doomed
dynasties, for the empires on the
brink
of collapse, for that Montezuma
all along,
ah, he, too, a Christ, for those
fed up
with themselves and with the
world,
for those who believe in the inescapable,
for those exhausted and abnormal
for Romanovs and Habsburgs, for
all
those who are awaiting their
executioner,
for those who are in danger, for
those
consumed by passions from everywhere,
for the Rumanians who gyrate
in the nothingness like a
propeller
for all of them I pray with unparalleled
intensity and nothing is
fulfilled.
I am consuming myself in vain,
Thy will be done. I open my mouth
saying, “Blessed are ye when
people
shall be fed up with you and shall
deliver you over to the hand
of the executioner… Blessed,
blessed, blesses are ye for great
is your reward in heaven.”

